Thursday, May 25, 2006
STARES 5:28 PM*
Big Fat Liar.
A puzzle yet completed is lost.
empty promises made.
shallow sweet talks.
its just never gonna be the same again.
what you told me and never did,
what you said but you didnt mean.
ii want to forget it all.
ii want to erase you from my brain.
times you hug me tight were dreams.
but those times never last.
when ii am awake, all would be back in reality.
that cold cruel you. that you who never said much.
ii tried my best to tolerate.
but ii guess that was all ii could.
in times from now, all would be over.
pain, sadness and anger.
to me its all just but a nightmare.
and it is definately time to wakie.
no matter what, ii shall be strong.
for all those who believed in me.
for all who were by my side.
you? ii never want to feel your existance again.
if you could and if you would,
keep all those promises you've made.
and if otherwise, just vanish into thin air.
A puzzle yet completed is lost.
empty promises made.
shallow sweet talks.
its just never gonna be the same again.
what you told me and never did,
what you said but you didnt mean.
ii want to forget it all.
ii want to erase you from my brain.
times you hug me tight were dreams.
but those times never last.
when ii am awake, all would be back in reality.
that cold cruel you. that you who never said much.
ii tried my best to tolerate.
but ii guess that was all ii could.
in times from now, all would be over.
pain, sadness and anger.
to me its all just but a nightmare.
and it is definately time to wakie.
no matter what, ii shall be strong.
for all those who believed in me.
for all who were by my side.
you? ii never want to feel your existance again.
if you could and if you would,
keep all those promises you've made.
and if otherwise, just vanish into thin air.
you dont hurt me like that.
you dont have the right to.
you dont make me stay and take me for granted.
ii dont wanna hate you. dont force me.
things we've done, you should remember.
but to me, those memories are just like the mist.
they clear with the wind.
life goes on after that.
that once so impt you.
ii thought ii could never live without.
but times have changed.
you never treasured what you had.
and perhaps like all that you've lost, you've lost me.
it may never be a sad thing to you.
but ii want you to remember.
dont say things you dont remember,
cause they tend to hurt.
ii am too tired to care much.
too sick to hear.
too hurt to bother.
walk away.
you dont have the right to.
you dont make me stay and take me for granted.
ii dont wanna hate you. dont force me.
things we've done, you should remember.
but to me, those memories are just like the mist.
they clear with the wind.
life goes on after that.
that once so impt you.
ii thought ii could never live without.
but times have changed.
you never treasured what you had.
and perhaps like all that you've lost, you've lost me.
it may never be a sad thing to you.
but ii want you to remember.
dont say things you dont remember,
cause they tend to hurt.
ii am too tired to care much.
too sick to hear.
too hurt to bother.
walk away.
STARES 5:28 PM*