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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Valentine

then ii see you standing there,
wanting more from me,
and all ii can do is try.

sometimes its weird how your mind and heart just cannot coordinate. you think you want to do something, but your heart tells you otherwise. right now, ii dont feel. cold air surrounds me. cannot be decribed.

if only ii could live in memories. times when all was well. times when we were happy. times when all was pure. simple and sweet.

if only we never grew up.
if only you knew..

hard times be over. ii never really knew what ii wanted. or perhaps ii just wanted everything. nothing ever seems to be perfect. the way ii want it to be. things never seem to go my way. ii am yearning something exciting to happen.

ii want to experience new things.
ii want to meet new people.
ii want to see the other better me.
ii want to be happy.

am ii too greedy? o.O

many things we encounter. but how many do we overcome together? tearshed. problems solved? no, a big fat, NO. there deep down within, problems still lies. we tried means and ways to over come all odds and obstacles. but in fact, the biggest obstacle is ourselves. its just too big a problem to solve.

relationships is not just about love. nor has is got anything to do with money. its about mutual understanding. its about caring. its about us. it's no longer is a 'me' factor. and that is where times are hard.

love is indeed sweet. but the sad thing is, how much you put in may not be how much you get in return. and the difference between relationships and love is that, relationship is a two people thing whereas love can be individual problem.

5 minutes ago, ii looked through my old cd collection. ii came across the Sun Yan Zi - Start. then ii recalled one song. Sometimes love just aint enough.

i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side

and i dont wanna hate you
i dont wanna take you
but i dont wanna be the one to cry

that dont really matter to anyone, anymore
but like a fool i keep losing my place
and i keep seeing you walk through that door

but there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
there's a reason why people dont stay where they are
baby, someimes love just aint enough

now i could never change you
i dont wanna blame you
baby, you dont have to take the fall

yes, i may have hurt you
but i did not desert you
maybe i just wanna have it all

it makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like the rain
and like a fool who will never see the truth
i keep thinking something's gonna change

but there's a danger in loving somebody to much
and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
there's a reason why people dont stay where they are
baby, sometimes love just aint enough

and there's no way home
when its late at night and you're all alone
are there things that you wanted to say

do you feel me beside you in your bed
there beside you where i used to lay

and there's a danger in loving somebody to much
and its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch
there's a reason why people dont stay who they are
cause baby, sometimes love just aint enough

baby, sometimes love just aint enough...


okae, happy valentines day. (:

P.S. ii havent bought him a pressie. T.T * POUTS*

STARES 2:25 PM