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Sunday, January 15, 2006
Stories.

'ii see you there
you touched ma hand
then ii saw your face
ma hands just wouldnt allow me to do the same
ii held back

many tries lead to tiredness
that smile no longer belonged to me
you walked out on me
left me standing watching your back
felt cold, ma heart ached

times have changed
and people are different
it is secretly happening behind your back
nothing can bring back the good old days
its just kept in ma heart, your smiles.
i'l remember the times you smiled for me.'

dont ask me why ii wrote this, ii just did. but when ii was feeling all lost and cold, you were there. you never complained about ma temper or ma attitude. you stood there by me. you're nice and ii know it. ii never deserve. loved the way you make me smile.

times are hard when things have got no meaning
ii've found a key upon the floor
maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
behind the door..

who da hell said chicken little was nice? boredom. night in with phy reminds me of the sweet memories. (: loved them. if only ma girlfriends were there like they used to.

went bugis ytd. saw Lee Guo Huang. we made alot of comments. hah, what a gay. the way he walk and all. hee. then he went to cheers, phy gave a stupid excuse saying that she wanted to buy drinks. we followed. thought he was going to buy something but no. we were totally wrong. he was there to look at some stupid bettings shown on the screen beside the 4D booth. argh. shit gambler. X=

far east was the next stop. saw Desmond along tangs. perhaps going to far east. ii didnt see him till phy said," eh, that guy looks like desmond." then ii was like, "it is what". gosh, what was ii to do? pretended ii didnt see and hope to get away with it. but no.. that totally did not happen! she got all excited and shouted over quite a distance. "SISTER~!!" argh. he turned and said "eh~" haha. phy said he saw us initially. if then why did he eh? as if it was a surprise. then again, if what phy said was the case, then he too thought he could get away by pretending not to see. haha. its fated. (:

da night didnt go on well, had a little tiff with him. saw jamie at cine. 2nd time ii am seeing her at cine. she is like damn skinny la. gosh. does she eat? hmm. quite pretty la. cute girl ii must say. okae, now for the two exceptions that ii saw. one real pretty and one, err, ahem. not say not pretty la. just that she had outstanding teeth. phy pointed them out for me. the pretty one was Snowbell. *ii think that is what she was known for* she was with us all da time, but ii didnt really notice. still ii would regard her as pretty. (: the outstanding one was known as Bunny. hmmm. weird. but she does live up to her name though. besides her ahem *coughs* teeth, she is also a bubbly jumpy girl. haha. all from ma point of view, may be bias.

iloveme.(:

STARES 1:02 PM