Tuesday, December 06, 2005
STARES 11:48 PM*
Sillyness.
its amazing how one simple blog entry can affect so many people. hmmm. this just goes to show that people enjoy making assumptions. which is a totally wrong thing to do. ii mean ii don't deny that ii do make assumptions too, but making assumptions is just like putting words into others mounth. it can cause alot of misunderstanding. ii perfer da direct asking approach.(:
da dumb somebody got drunk just because of ma last dumb entry. he could have asked me 1st before he did anything. but he didn't. arghx. ii hate it when he gets drunk. he starts spouting nonsense. talking shit and feeling happy and all. but what about da side effects? hah. didn't he know it when he drank? hmmm.. see larx. made everyone get so worried over him. oh pls. no more next time okaez. dead drunk = no good. :(
somehow this incident made me realise something. it confrims that ii have let go of desmond. totally no more feelings. now ii cannot even be bothered. ain't that da way it should be earlier? haha. hmmm. whoever is reading ma blog and telling him stuff, do also convey this msg. well, perhaps it all works out better this way. but still ii am willing to be friends. ii see no point in this no friendship thingy. plus who knows when we are gonna stop being classmates. haha. true?
a new chapter of ma life has begun. da way ii was worried yesterday just showed that ii have fallen into something ii didn't know ii would. or at least not yet. he meant a thing. an important thing. but if you want me to put it into words and tell him, that ii cannot. hee. its just plain weird how things happen so fast that we never really noticed. how, when ii tell him "ii miss you" there is a feeling there deep in ma heart. a feeling of never wanting to let go. perhaps ii just cannot get enough of disturbing him. haha. all da pinching, suaning and all other stuff has turned to seriousness in reality. it's a good thing ii hope. (:
its amazing how one simple blog entry can affect so many people. hmmm. this just goes to show that people enjoy making assumptions. which is a totally wrong thing to do. ii mean ii don't deny that ii do make assumptions too, but making assumptions is just like putting words into others mounth. it can cause alot of misunderstanding. ii perfer da direct asking approach.(:
da dumb somebody got drunk just because of ma last dumb entry. he could have asked me 1st before he did anything. but he didn't. arghx. ii hate it when he gets drunk. he starts spouting nonsense. talking shit and feeling happy and all. but what about da side effects? hah. didn't he know it when he drank? hmmm.. see larx. made everyone get so worried over him. oh pls. no more next time okaez. dead drunk = no good. :(
somehow this incident made me realise something. it confrims that ii have let go of desmond. totally no more feelings. now ii cannot even be bothered. ain't that da way it should be earlier? haha. hmmm. whoever is reading ma blog and telling him stuff, do also convey this msg. well, perhaps it all works out better this way. but still ii am willing to be friends. ii see no point in this no friendship thingy. plus who knows when we are gonna stop being classmates. haha. true?
a new chapter of ma life has begun. da way ii was worried yesterday just showed that ii have fallen into something ii didn't know ii would. or at least not yet. he meant a thing. an important thing. but if you want me to put it into words and tell him, that ii cannot. hee. its just plain weird how things happen so fast that we never really noticed. how, when ii tell him "ii miss you" there is a feeling there deep in ma heart. a feeling of never wanting to let go. perhaps ii just cannot get enough of disturbing him. haha. all da pinching, suaning and all other stuff has turned to seriousness in reality. it's a good thing ii hope. (:
STARES 11:48 PM*