Childhood Dreams

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Monday, December 12, 2005

Fetish.

sadded initially. found out that ma little apple doll was sold out. it cost $150 in this shop in far east. everytime ii go there ii will go visit, in hope of bringing her home one day. but to ma dismay, she was sold to don't know which bastard. so irritating.

and so ii thought, there goes ma dream. now ii don't even have a chance to look at her. arghx. got so upset.

then some silly someone tried means and ways to cheer me up. he looked all over da net for a picture of ma favourite doll. finally, he found it at ebay.

MA LOVE FOUND A PICTURE OF MA LOVE. how nice. haha.

and now ii understand. he is really important to me. no one has treated me better. no one has ever made me felt so important. simple love him. (#'_'#)

this is ma love. ain't she sweet. ii mean like just look at her. though she looks like any other apple doll, somehow ii am just attracted to her. her name is Mirari. just love her dress. she's so special.

her description: Mirari is wearing a striking blue outfit influenced by a Gwen Stefani video. Despite her conspicuous outfit, she is no less chilling than preceding dolls. As with all Little Apple Dolls her face is not fully formed. "Mirari made the most wondrous things. She could make something out of almost anything and other things out of nothing. Her greatest work of all came from a gift her father gave her. Little Apple Red says you cannot always be sure of what you see and even if you choose to trust your eyes, it may lead to a darker fate... She found herself in the Inbetween when her dreams and waking life became one in the same."

another of ma love, Ianua. Her name is pronounced “Jan-nu-wa” and it means “door/ doorway.” It pertainsto the Greek god of doorways/ beginnings, Janus. they don't have much description of her. but, ii know she is cheaper as compared to Mirari.

ma last two love dolls. haha. they are Creo and Pestis. Creo and Pestis (meaning create and destroy respectively) are an intriguing duo whose background is revealed for the first time. the outfit they are in are da maid outfits. but somehow they just look lovely.

ii wonder why ii have such strong obsession toward apple dolls. ii simply love all da exclusives and series ones. arghx. they are going to cost me a bomb ehx.

save save save.

STARES 12:11 AM*

Monday, December 12, 2005

Fetish.

sadded initially. found out that ma little apple doll was sold out. it cost $150 in this shop in far east. everytime ii go there ii will go visit, in hope of bringing her home one day. but to ma dismay, she was sold to don't know which bastard. so irritating.

and so ii thought, there goes ma dream. now ii don't even have a chance to look at her. arghx. got so upset.

then some silly someone tried means and ways to cheer me up. he looked all over da net for a picture of ma favourite doll. finally, he found it at ebay.

MA LOVE FOUND A PICTURE OF MA LOVE. how nice. haha.

and now ii understand. he is really important to me. no one has treated me better. no one has ever made me felt so important. simple love him. (#'_'#)

this is ma love. ain't she sweet. ii mean like just look at her. though she looks like any other apple doll, somehow ii am just attracted to her. her name is Mirari. just love her dress. she's so special.

her description: Mirari is wearing a striking blue outfit influenced by a Gwen Stefani video. Despite her conspicuous outfit, she is no less chilling than preceding dolls. As with all Little Apple Dolls her face is not fully formed. "Mirari made the most wondrous things. She could make something out of almost anything and other things out of nothing. Her greatest work of all came from a gift her father gave her. Little Apple Red says you cannot always be sure of what you see and even if you choose to trust your eyes, it may lead to a darker fate... She found herself in the Inbetween when her dreams and waking life became one in the same."

another of ma love, Ianua. Her name is pronounced “Jan-nu-wa” and it means “door/ doorway.” It pertainsto the Greek god of doorways/ beginnings, Janus. they don't have much description of her. but, ii know she is cheaper as compared to Mirari.

ma last two love dolls. haha. they are Creo and Pestis. Creo and Pestis (meaning create and destroy respectively) are an intriguing duo whose background is revealed for the first time. the outfit they are in are da maid outfits. but somehow they just look lovely.

ii wonder why ii have such strong obsession toward apple dolls. ii simply love all da exclusives and series ones. arghx. they are going to cost me a bomb ehx.

save save save.

STARES 12:11 AM