Wednesday, November 23, 2005
STARES 8:02 PM*
behind that smile...
today is just but another long long day. gosh. woke up at 6.30 in da morning. da 1st lesson starts at 8. so early can. plus da weather. ooh. sleeping mood. but, too bad. 1st lesson is lab. not lecture. somemore is OOPG. haiix~ Antonio Qi. haiix~
woke up with sexy voice, runny nose and a feverish smile. haiix~ this time ii am sick and tired. not mentally but physically. ma head just feels so heavy. ma vision is so blurr. ii feel so hot and cold. so weak. may just faint anytime ii suppose.
still, ii tried to look happiie, look strong. so much do ii want to just break down. but ii know ii cannot. too tired to do anything. however, ii still smiled. laughed along. played together. ii think ii am just stressed out. da head is thumping like nobody's business. ii hate it.
cmaths just totally sux. okaez. maybe it is my fault. koz ii skipped most lecture. haha. ii totaly know nuts about it. ooh. gosh. just bad. then that fat teacher call upon me today. arghx. suay. at first he called desmond. beacuse he was noisy? =X hee. then he looked at da attendance. then he looked at me and he said, "hmmm, melody, last week pon class arhx?" and but of cause, ii protested. insisted that ii was sick. and ii really was. so he asked if ii could cope with ma maths. stupid me said yes. that when ii was wrong. ii should have seen it coming. he followed on by saying,"well, if thats the case then can you pls do qns 1 f and g?" ooh. shitt. this teacher is clever ehx. then desmond who also don't know how to do, said something like it he don't know that qns or what larx. and thanks to him, da teacher made me swap qns with him. now ii am suppose to do a and b. grrr. but okaez nahx. that stupid teacher teach me slowly. hmmm. and now ii finally know something. wee~ you will just never know how happy ii am. wahahaha.
coincidence happens like very frequent nowadays. wonder why arhx. haha. after class, george pointed out to me tha me and desomond were wearing similar things again. haha. but he told me softly. actually, ii noticed long ago. just that this time ii didn't want to make a big fuss over it. then ii asked george. how you know. he laughed and told me,"just now you and him both stand infornt there doing maths then so obvious lorx." -_-" okaez.. haha. if thats the case, it seems like the whole class would have notice. gosh. plain stupid. that is what happens when people tend to have similar clothes. yesterday was the striped polo tee. today is the jacket. he has one inversed colour one. hmm. wonder what tomorrow will be.
Antonio joined us for lunch today. talk to him quite abit. and., err. oops. that is not suppose to be a good thing. now he knows me, supposingly he'll know if ii skip his lecture. hmmm. okaez, anyway. ii was very straightforward when talking to him. haha. asked quite alot of stuff. non-school stuff. like about his eyebrows and stuff. hmmm. ii think he looked rather cute. okaez. shall take one photo of him and upload here. hee hee.
wonder if it is due to da weather, ii feel sleepy all da time. no school mood. da christmas mood is here. wee~
okaez. ma blog affects min feii. he got so affected yesterday. well, ii am sorry ma boy. ii didn't mean to. and he understands. hmmm. good thing? he is just so forgiving. ii mean like, it is not that ii doubt his forgiveness it is just that ii don't know if he really understands or is he just trying to make me happy? ehx. okaex. so ii do doubt his forgiveness. =X
well, whatever. ii think enough blogging for today. haha. shall continue with ma crap other times. till then bahx..
ii miss may kam... lla~ =X
Dumb boy care.. but whatever... (:
today is just but another long long day. gosh. woke up at 6.30 in da morning. da 1st lesson starts at 8. so early can. plus da weather. ooh. sleeping mood. but, too bad. 1st lesson is lab. not lecture. somemore is OOPG. haiix~ Antonio Qi. haiix~
woke up with sexy voice, runny nose and a feverish smile. haiix~ this time ii am sick and tired. not mentally but physically. ma head just feels so heavy. ma vision is so blurr. ii feel so hot and cold. so weak. may just faint anytime ii suppose.
still, ii tried to look happiie, look strong. so much do ii want to just break down. but ii know ii cannot. too tired to do anything. however, ii still smiled. laughed along. played together. ii think ii am just stressed out. da head is thumping like nobody's business. ii hate it.
cmaths just totally sux. okaez. maybe it is my fault. koz ii skipped most lecture. haha. ii totaly know nuts about it. ooh. gosh. just bad. then that fat teacher call upon me today. arghx. suay. at first he called desmond. beacuse he was noisy? =X hee. then he looked at da attendance. then he looked at me and he said, "hmmm, melody, last week pon class arhx?" and but of cause, ii protested. insisted that ii was sick. and ii really was. so he asked if ii could cope with ma maths. stupid me said yes. that when ii was wrong. ii should have seen it coming. he followed on by saying,"well, if thats the case then can you pls do qns 1 f and g?" ooh. shitt. this teacher is clever ehx. then desmond who also don't know how to do, said something like it he don't know that qns or what larx. and thanks to him, da teacher made me swap qns with him. now ii am suppose to do a and b. grrr. but okaez nahx. that stupid teacher teach me slowly. hmmm. and now ii finally know something. wee~ you will just never know how happy ii am. wahahaha.
coincidence happens like very frequent nowadays. wonder why arhx. haha. after class, george pointed out to me tha me and desomond were wearing similar things again. haha. but he told me softly. actually, ii noticed long ago. just that this time ii didn't want to make a big fuss over it. then ii asked george. how you know. he laughed and told me,"just now you and him both stand infornt there doing maths then so obvious lorx." -_-" okaez.. haha. if thats the case, it seems like the whole class would have notice. gosh. plain stupid. that is what happens when people tend to have similar clothes. yesterday was the striped polo tee. today is the jacket. he has one inversed colour one. hmm. wonder what tomorrow will be.
Antonio joined us for lunch today. talk to him quite abit. and., err. oops. that is not suppose to be a good thing. now he knows me, supposingly he'll know if ii skip his lecture. hmmm. okaez, anyway. ii was very straightforward when talking to him. haha. asked quite alot of stuff. non-school stuff. like about his eyebrows and stuff. hmmm. ii think he looked rather cute. okaez. shall take one photo of him and upload here. hee hee.
wonder if it is due to da weather, ii feel sleepy all da time. no school mood. da christmas mood is here. wee~
okaez. ma blog affects min feii. he got so affected yesterday. well, ii am sorry ma boy. ii didn't mean to. and he understands. hmmm. good thing? he is just so forgiving. ii mean like, it is not that ii doubt his forgiveness it is just that ii don't know if he really understands or is he just trying to make me happy? ehx. okaex. so ii do doubt his forgiveness. =X
well, whatever. ii think enough blogging for today. haha. shall continue with ma crap other times. till then bahx..
ii miss may kam... lla~ =X
Dumb boy care.. but whatever... (:
STARES 8:02 PM*